I saw him for the first time in a while. I was walking to a meeting with my roomates and he and his roomate were walking the opposite direction. I didn’t know what to do so I waved back. I thought I handled it well, but then my roomate looks at me and hugs me. I guess I hadn’t realized I started tearing up. I thought it would be different, I guess not. There are so many things I wish I could do and say, but I just can’t.